A Bouquet Of Roses

Renungan..

2010-03-12T22:51:00.002+08:00

matahariku..

2010-02-22T18:18:00.004+08:00

Location : Bagan Lalang, Selangor..

Captured by Samsung L100..

Cameraman : me..

dengarlah matahariku..
suara tangisanku..

janganlah kau berhenti bersinar..

biarkanlah kami menyongsongmu..

selagi ada kekuatan..

kesempatan..

kehidupan..

sampai kapan ingin terus melihatmu

tanpa jemu..

matahariku..

jgn pernah bosan..

jgn pernah jemu..

jgn pernah penat..

jgn pernah berhenti..

jgn pernah sembunyi..

bersinarlah pada kami semua..

kami ingin bangun pagi melihat cahayamu dan melihat kau tersenyum

tersenyum pada kami..

kami ingin berlari di tepian pantai..

dan melihat kau berlabuh di dada langit..

seiring kicauan burung di balik garisan pelangi..

seandainya kau berhenti tersenyum

dan sinarmu x lagi mengiringi hari menguntum..

pastinya kami haus dan dahaga

akan pancaranmu dulu..

menangis bersama linangan air mata..

hingga hilang suara

denyut nadi terhenti sia-sia..

Trust..

2010-02-22T17:46:00.003+08:00

I trust myself..

I know I can reach out my dreams..

I trust my mum n dad..

I know how much they care n love me..

I trust my friends

I know what they can do for me..

I trust the night..

I know the stars that shine..

I trust the moon..

I know its inspiration will last forever..

I trust the wind..

I know its winding ways..

I trust the sky..
I know its wonderful days..

I trust the sun..

I know its raising light..

I trust the things that I love..

GOD, I know that all the trust may..................................................

dissapoint and betray me one day..

but, only Your trust save me...

BaLL..

2010-02-17T22:51:00.004+08:00

im sitting on my ball rite now..

tadaaaaaaaaaaa...this is the image of my ball..

cute kan...kan3x..

angguk2 kepala..

tp..

lenguh sket blkg ni sbb ball ni rendah sket dr laptop

tp xpa la..

i love my ball..hehe

bangkit..

2010-02-03T19:11:00.003+08:00

usah pandang pohon yang sebatang..
tapi renung hutan yang terbentang..

lalang atas pagar..
kini aku pula sanggup ang cabar..

ang perdagangkan kasih sayang aku selama ini..
ang menggadaikan kerinduan demi kedudukan..

akulah teman di kala susah..
akulah teman pengubat resah..

akulah tempat ang mengadu..
dan akulah juga yang tertipu..

lihat pada rupa..
x mungkin percaya..
tersusun gerak geri dan bicara..

untung rugi bukan aku tentukan..
ku menadah tangan..
dan terus berdoa..

tahniah CLICQ..

2010-02-03T10:34:00.004+08:00

last 19th-22th Jan 2010..

CLICQ - society of IT scientist UNITEN

have been successfully organized PC FAIR bertempat d DSS (dewan seri sarjana)

congrats guyz even though aku xmelibatkan diri aku bersusah payah, bertungkus lumus, memerah keringat, memerah peluh, mengabaikan class, xcukup tido, xcukup time nak stadi..

but believe me, u guys have done smthing that for me was so awesome!!!

tahniahh!!!u make me n all UNITENians proud..hidup COIT (college of IT)

and for me..

1. tahniah coz byk abes det time pc fair
2. tahniah bazirkan det byak2
3. tahniah coz i had supported u guys by spending a lot of my money
4. i am very proud of being one of the CLICQ members..hehe

CONGRATULATIONS to all..

CINTA ini..

2010-02-03T00:10:00.001+08:00

Betapa Engkau Menyintai
Agungkan Aku Bagai Seorang Puteri
Selalu Kau Puja Diriku Ini
Melayang Aku Tak Memijak Bumi

Namun Terkadang Ku Rasakan
Apakah Sikapmu Tak Berlebihan
Aku Wanita Tak Sempurna
Bukan Sekilaunya Batu Permata

Marilah Bersama Jalani Cinta Kita Apa Adanya
Saling Mengerti Dan Sudi Menerima
Kita Manusia Biasa
Marilah Menjaga Kesucian Cinta Rahmat Yang Kuasa
Saling Berpadu Hati Untuk Berdua
Dalam Dakapan Mesra

Nikmati Suka Berbagi Duka
Seiring Denganmu Aku Bahagia
Genggam Jemari Dan Berjanji
Setia Selamanya Sampai Akhir Nanti

Perlu kamoo..

2010-02-02T23:48:00.002+08:00

where?

why?

who?

what?

is it?

r u crazy?
of cos im not..

come on dd..

keep on looking for it..
dah February dah ni oiii...

owhhh...where r u??where??
d mana?
kat mana?
mana tuh?

hurm.....

give la a bit strength n spirit..

put yr heart n soul..

spend your precious time into it..come on la..

keep on praying to ALLAH..

AMIN..

aku nak kawan lama aku balik!!

2010-02-02T22:45:00.005+08:00

salam..

long time no hear..dah kawen ka??lor..blom kawen pon tp bergambo bagai..

hey!!dey!!yennadey!!

ang sapa nak toreh ati aku?nak lukakan ati aku?nak parutkan ati aku?nak calarkan ati aku?
nak kikis ati aku?nak slice2 ati aku?nak tusuk ati aku?nak siat2 ati aku?nak kelar ati aku?

berbekalkan kata2 yg muntah dr dlam ati ang yg kecik bagai ati kuman tuh..
lalu ang projectkan ke monitor aku
dgn perkataan2 yg ang taip kat papan kekunci tuh..who do u think u are??

ang mmg bukan kawan aku yg aku kenai dulu..where is the old *********?????
sapa ang ni??napa ang berubah?
wey..aku ni kawan ang la..

KAWAN @ SAHABAT n kekasih ati AKA girlfren is a two things that had a huge + big difference weii..

kalo ang anggap aku shbt ang pls don't ever try to compare a friend with a girlfren or isteri ( bak kata ang la kan )

sahabat ni perhubungan n pertalian xkan putus smpi bila2..n bukan senang nak cari kawan yg setia n nak kawan ngan kita xkira susah ka senang..

maybe..
- ang xsedaq pa ang wat
- ang xbajet aku sgt sygkan ang sbgai kawan
- ang nak buang aku jauh2
- ang nak aggp aku ni xpenah jd kawan ang

im sure..
- ang taw pa yg ang wat tp wat2 xtaw
- ang xpedulikan ati aku
- ang xpenah amek taw apa aku rasa

*********
aku xmintak byk dr ang..
- aku nak ang mcam dulu
- layan aku mcam dlu (seperti sorg kawan)
- jgn cakap kasaq ngan aku
- xperlu la spekulasi aku ngan bajetan ang yg lgsng x jitu n persis tuh..
- ang xberhak menghakimi sgla perkataan yg aku luahkan

last but not least..

....tlgla jgn anggap diri tuh terlalu bagus utk d bandingkan ngan org.....
....smga ang bhgia la ngan si dia n berjaya dunia akhirat.....

KeeP Going...

2009-12-18T14:01:00.001+08:00

How fast time fliesss and today was 18th of Dec 2009..plus today is a new year for all Muslims according to Hijr calender..Salam MaaL Hijrah to all..
A new yr always start with a new resolution but what is my new yr resolutions??ohh..my heart n soul can't stop keep on thinking of my fyp (final yr projects)..My soul and mind was trembling upside down when the fyp things kept on coming... it is like smthing that come n go..
owh..im really helpless..exsausted..i have to try my best but what if i failed??there's always be another chances for me but what about my parents??hm...what can i do now is try my best n keep on praying to GOD for my success..gotta keep my hand held high..keep on climbinggg...yeahhh..

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

L0ng-L0ng RetuRn..

2009-11-02T22:24:00.000+08:00

Jeng3x..I'M Back..wuhuuuuuuuuuuuu...MasyaALLAH..lamenye saye xupdate blog ni.. About a year..hm..act,lot of things to share but kemaLasan d Tahap MAxxx PLus Asignment n Project pon BYak..Today 2nd of nov 09 baru terdetik nak update blog..I'm having Final Xam now..in a week of xamss..one more paper to go..insyaALLAH..i'll update my blog again nex time when i have the momentum vrooommm...hehe...c u guys later..

Thinking Of YOU..

2008-08-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

When I open my eyes to see the sun rise
I think of you.
When I hear a robin sing on the first day of spring
I think of you.
When I see a red rose on the bush where it grows
I think of you.
When I feel the summer heat on the sand beneath my feet
I think of you.
When I sit on a beach another world just out of reach
I think of you.
When I see the colored leaves fall to the ground from a light breeze
I think of you.
When I look to the night sky and see the sparkle like in your eyes
I think of you.
When the snow is coming down to softly blanket the ground
I think of you.
When I go to bed at night as I turn out the light
I think of you.
When I'm old and near death and I draw my last breath
I'll think of you.
The ONE and Only GOD->ALLAH SWT

WeDDing at JAyBee --> June 2008

2008-07-13T14:11:00.000+08:00

on OUr waY to JAy Bee..so xcited!!!!

28th JUNe 2008

mirror2 -->B n me in front of the mirror in the bilik pengantin..

when we arrived at jb..left -->nik,k.farah,me,bride n kak ani..bergmbo atas katil pengantin..hehe..we arrived there late in the afternoon so we missed the majlis "akad nikah"

kenDuri kat dewan..meriah..this kenduri is at nite

abg ngah n kak ngah (kerol n Sa'dah)..congrats to both of u!!!sama cntik sama padan

we..took picture with the bride n bridegroom b4 we go back to our hotel..hehe..we sleep at jb for one nite

WeDDing2 at Rawang --> May 2008

2008-07-12T12:18:00.000+08:00

31st May 2008..hehe..arrived at rwang around 3 pm..miss all my fren..fifie,b,me,ninie,ayang..bergmbo kat pelamin..xberani nak dok atas pelamin..tkut roboh..hahahaha..

we-->reunite..7 of us!!good old frens..we became fren for abt 12years ago..until now we r still good fren..hehe..kwan2,dah beso kite kan?hope our frenship will never end..i love u all

me with bride-->najaa..hehe..looks like u get married first among all of us..huhu..congrats dear..moga bhgia hgga ke anak cucu..

sweet memories --> fifie,ayang,nina,najaa,me,ziela,ninie

hAHaha..6 of us..still available but not single kot..hahahaha..2 of us dah jd tunang org pon..but of cos not me beb..huhu

amek berkat sket..hehe

WeDDing2 at Tapah-->May 2008

2008-07-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

31st May 2008 --> Zety's n HAkim At TApaH.. hehe..ni gmbo pengtin ppuan..cntik sgt zety time nih..but not so many pic taken coz we arrived there early b4 the bride get ready with her beautiful gorgeous baju pengantin..hehe..we betolak early coz evrybdy have another wedding at kl..so we have to ptah blik to kl in order to attend another wedding..anyway u r beatiful dearest zety my lovely hsemate..aku doakan "hangpa" bhgia la noh!!believe it or not we have to go back b4 we c the bridegroom..sori hakim..:)

hehe..mase lam blik pgtin..we lepak2 n tgu zety siap2..frm left->zaa,k.farah,k.ani,me n farna

we launch the "pelamin" b4 the mempelai dok bersanding di c2..hahahhaha..but we have to chow b4 see the mempelai bersanding kat c2..huhu

hehe..this is the young most gorgeous beatiful lovely miss driver..on our way back to kl..the next destination is RAwanG-->here we come..i went there with my B..hehe..thanks for accompanying me B..

salam..

2008-07-06T02:27:00.000+08:00

huhu..its olredi JULY..how fast time flies..since my last post were may (think so)..
hehe..act there r many things that i would like to share with but don have time..
huhu-->act mlas la..hehe..k la nak tito..nito..c u all again!!

Once Upon A Time..ngeh3x

2008-05-22T18:23:00.001+08:00

HEHE..didie with KAk Oren!!
hahahaha..ren, hope ko hepi Bile nengok gambo nih..
(ANUAL GRAND DINNER)
DINNER b4 we grad from our matriculation!!!yehaaa

YEah!!!we Won!!!

netBall Team-->of COs enginnering team (MCIIUM)

Me With Jiha-->Committees of Anual Grand Meeting ENGINIUS..

Back when I was in Matrik

Hmmm...those pix was taken when i was 18/19..
when I was stdying at
matriculation centre of IIUM..

sob..sob..sob..sedihnyaaaaaaaaaa....rindu kat sume!!!!!!!

byak lg pix tp xdapek nak upload suma..

this memories will become kenangan terindah in my LIFe!!!

Hepi MOther's DAy MAMA..

2008-05-11T18:31:00.000+08:00

Hepi mother's Day to my lovely MAMA..

Thank you 4 everything..thanks 4 raising me up..thanks 4 giving me love n money..thanks 4 every single thing that u hve done for me,abang, n emy..thank u for always be there when i need u..

nothing in this world could challenge the love n sacrifices that u've put thru along your life being a mama n a wife..

SORRY..If i had done smthing that hurt u..of cos i am..i've hurt u with many things..

sorry i hve failed to become a good daughter..good sister..good fren of u..

forgive me for all my sins..

only GOD knows the feeling that u've gone thru all this while..please pray 4 all your children mama..

pray 4 my success n hepiness..i always hope n pray for yr hepiness till my last breath..only GOD could pay back all yr sacrifices n love that u've been put thru..

THANK YOU MAMA!!!!LOVE U SO MUCH

SpeCiaL To ALL my Frenz..

2008-05-10T01:18:00.003+08:00

hmm..felt Like Missing all my FRens..esPecially UIA's Fren..

Sory dEAr i hve to Left all of u..so sad coz we all hve gone thru everything together n end up i have to walkaway..

hmm..hope THat u all wil never frget me..every second i Miss all those things tHAt we had togetHer..

will all that happenned Once Again??????deep inside i hope that we had a chance To go THru everYthing Once again..

whaTever it is..we HAd to Proceed our Dreams n hope..im Sorryyy..soryy for evrtHing that ive dne wrong..Hope THat evrthing will be insiDe our Heart as long as we live..sory coz i have to waLkaway..Only GOD knoWs the FeeLing that i ve felt..the PAin is just to real..and these wont seem to Heal..

TUHAN..giVE happiness n Success to All of us even We are aPArt..MIss u Ol GUys!!!!!

foRGet ME not..

speCIAL to a PErson caLLed Friends..

Sahabat…mengapa kau pergi
Tinggal aku sendiri
Kau tahu ku tak sanggup
Sahabat…ingat lah kau slalu
Jadi yang terbaik
Walau kau tak disini lagi
Sahabat…aku rindu padamu
Datang walau sesaat
Ku ingin kan kau hadir
Aku disini dan menunggu
Diam tanpa dirimu
Kau tahu ku tak bisa
Beranjak terbang dan melayangtanpa diri mu
ku tak bisa dan kembalilah

Say NO to Substance Abuse

2008-04-22T18:58:00.000+08:00

i will make life better by pledging to be drug free..

i would like to help change our world by banning all tobacco products such as chewing tobacco, pipe tobacco, cigars, and cigarettes..

i would start a drug-free after school club. If you say "no" to drugs you can join this club, and we can play games and hang out together..

we should make more places smoke-free..

people should be required to get a Breathalyzer test when they are ready to leave a bar. If they fail the test, they must have a designated driver so there will be fewer accidents..

i can make the world a better place by not buying drugs from gangsters, to put them out of business so they can't make money to buy bullets and guns to kill people..

i would write a letter to our city officials asking them to pass a law that would ban smoking in public places..

GoLfing..

2008-04-22T16:23:00.001+08:00

1 of the Most favourites subject taken is GOLF..

waaaa...seRonoknye MEn GOLF ni or ( G-golongan O-orang L-lemah F-fizikal )..This phrAses were told by my Dad abt 5 years Ago when i asked him to play the GAme..hahahahahah..n NOW-->Look!!wut happen dady?i took THe game as my subject..hahahaha...

best LA men GOLF ni..u all Should try first b4 giving any comments lor..hehe

lecTurer GOLf nih Pling seMpoi..hehe..juSt do All the works and assignMents..gerenti dpt A la..hehe

Akak Facilitator..

2008-04-22T15:57:00.000+08:00

1st March 2007..

SMK Teknik Setapak..KL..

Gather at the Mosque 7am..huh..#$%^ sleepy dowh..what a wonDerful n beautiFul Morning..

its raining..Owh TUHAN..hujan RAhmat..Tdo Pon Best GAk nih..

but what to do..we..the nominees of ISlamic 2 subject have a Mission which iS not accomPlish yet..

I arrived At the MOsque SEawal Kol 7 but Guess what???we Gerak from the mosque Abt 15 minutes B4 9!!!huh..but its ok..hope that Our mission is Not impossible..hahahaha..

arriveD at teknik setapAk arnd hm.. forgot lo..hehe..but the teacher is very polite..

i HAve to handle a grp of 10 students with another faci..the beginning Where quite boring coz the Student were so pAsif..hm..but it seems their started to talk n laugh when i tried to approach them by giving a RAsuah ( gula2 ) to each of them..

huhu..time flies and its already 6 pm..The program HAs come to the end and im GLAd that i can shares many things with my adik2..

hm..hopefully the program will gives 1000 benefits to them and also to us..huhu..

it is fun..interesting..happy..and of cos exhausting..hehe..

but i cannot forget each n every moment at smk teknik seTapak..MAlaysia Boleh!!!

Melawan Kesepian

2008-04-22T00:01:00.000+08:00

Apapun yang terjadi..Berjalanlah tanpa henti..

Air mata tertahan..Waktu untuk dijatuhkan..

Nanti kita kan tahu..Betapa bijaknya hidup..

Sepahit apapun ini..Pelajaran yang berarti..

Semoga kepergianmu..Tak akan merubah apapun..

Semoga mampu kulawan..Kesepianku...

Nanti kita kan tahu..Betapa bijaknya hidup..

Sepahit apapun ini..Pelajaran yang bererti..

Semoga kepergianmu..Tak akan merubah apapun..

Semoga mampu kulawan..

Kesepianku...

Semoga kepergianmu..Tak akan merubah apapun..

Semoga mampu kulawan

Kesepianku...Semoga kepergianmu..

Tak akan merubah apapun...

Semoga mampu kulawan..

Kesepianku...Apapun yang terjadi..Berjalanlah tanpa henti..

Me..MyseLf n i..

2008-04-21T20:56:00.002+08:00

i am 22 years old..22 going 23..huhu..my life is simple but not easy..
still studying..local private university maybe..2 years more to go..

positive n optimistic persons..friendly,talkative,serious,hardworking,workaholic,independent,loving,romantic,honest,strict, bla..bla..bla..

everyone can be my fren..not married but not available..ahaha..
interested in playing netball,futsal,novels,surfing internet,chatting,sms-ing, and major interest is programming (computer language)..as im taking computer science majoring in software engineering..sounds interesting and it does..hahaahhahaha..quite tough..have to stay strong and tougher..

3 siblings..2 brothers n myself..my dad still working n my mom has become full hsewife 4 years back (think so)..a lot of fren (cewah)..hometown is aloq staq kedah..own a car..orenku..hehe..lovely daughter and sister..last but not least..i am a slave of God Almighty..

Look On The Bright Side

2008-04-21T20:43:00.001+08:00

I can make the world a better place by telling the kids not to say "I can't" but instead to say "I can". This will make the world better because more people will do good things.

I will try to make the world a better place by not making negative comments. If everyone stopped making negative comments, then hopefully everyone would be happier.

One way I could help make the world better is by making signs that say "smile" on them. I would put these signs all over, I think everyone would feel better from these signs.

We should simply appreciate the world while it lasts.

I would tell everyone not to be so negative with each other and to find a positive quality in someone and encourage them to let it shine.

We should wake up each morning with a positive attitude and be thankful for another day.

Andai Aku Tahu..

2008-04-21T20:36:00.001+08:00

andai ku tahu..kapan tiba ajalku..ku akan memohon Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku..andai ku tahu..kapan tiba masaku..ku akan memohon Tuhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku..aku takut..akan semua dosa-dosaku..aku takut dosa yang terus membayangiku..andai ku tahu malaikatMu kan menjemputku..izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat padaMu..ampuni aku..dari segala dosa-dosaku..ampuni aku..menangis ku bertaubat padaMu..aku manusia yang takut neraka..namun aku juga tak pantas di surga..andai ku tahu..kapan tiba ajalku..izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat padaMu..ampuni aku..dari segala dosa-dosaku..ampuni aku..menangis ku bertaubat padaMu